It's easier to run...replacing this pain with something numb...It's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me. A secret I've kept locked away, so no one can ever see. Wounds so deep, they never show...- they never go away. Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played.
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past. Bringing back these memories, I wished I didn't have. Sometimes I think of leting go and never looking back. And never moving forward, so there'll never be a past.
If I could change, I would, Take back the pain, I would. Retrace every wrong move that I made, Iwould!
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame ...to the grave.
Not my words, but also the truth...
Thanx to you... Max, Anna, Chibi...
Do you feel punked, when you're trying to read it? Yeah~!